it's been so long...

there are meanings that can't be found in a dictionary.
like that of a glance. of moments. of silent moments. of certain circumstances. of love.
maybe there are, but they do not really capture the real essence. just more on the surface.

if only i could tie you up with me in a knot or two
then i don't have to think about where you are or what you do---

there are always these do's and will's and can't's and would's and could's and if only's and hope's and believe's but most of the time it's always just in the mind.
and in the end, there's just gonna be
you and me
or me and you
or only me.

or the only one i'm gonna think of tonight

and that's only you.